Struggling, feeling it, let it out, the state I'm in

Borderline, feel the lift

Bat an eye, you say that time is for moving on, to make you mine

Gonna make our own way

Out of new ways to say goodbye

Only running away

Out of new ways to say goodbye

Only running away

Falling in, on a fit

Move along, we're taking it

Needed love as I ever did

Satellite, see the sign, here we go to vaporize

Gonna make our own way

Out of new ways to say goodbye

Only running away

Out of new ways to say goodbye

Only running away

Take it on

Take it on

Transmission

We’re already gone

Out of new ways to say goodbye

Only running away

Out of new ways to say goodbye

Only running away

Baby, you say you’re wanting more

I say, what are you waiting for?

Queen of the mountain

You got a way with love

Say you have found him

Who you dream of

But he turns around the blade that you take out

I see when you’re around him you’re so sweet

But honey you’re so mean

Lately, you’re walking out the door

He ain’t the lover man that you took him for

Queen of the mountain

You got a way with love

Say you have found him

Who you dream of

But he turns around the blade that you take out

I see when you’re around him you’re so sweet

But honey you’re so mean

I stand divided

Blinded the way you glow

Outlasting diamonds 

But I can’t feel as close

I gotta get up where you are

Get up where I stood a shot

Get up where you are

In my mind

Black gold rising in your soul

Black gold rising

Black gold rising in your soul

You got it paved in gold

You got it paved in gold

Electrified in your embrace

the weight of your

heart hangs in silence

beneath is brittle stone

I gotta get up where you are

Get up where I stood a shot

Get up where you are

In my mind

Black gold rising in your soul

Black gold rising

Black gold rising in your soul

You got it paved in gold

You got it paved in gold

I gotta get up where you are

Get up where I stood a shot

Get up where you are

In my mind

Black gold rising in your soul

Black gold rising

Black gold rising in your soul

You got it paved in gold

You got it paved in gold

Under the kiss of neon light

Operating late at night

You sit beside divided by it all

Tunnel vision some may say

While the horizon changes place

You’re an island but not the only one

Don’t waste away silo

What you hold up in the shadows

Would I stay the same if I’d have known?

You keep on crawling back into my affections

Your coat of iron on the wall

A sordid black and white macaw

Saw the signs inside your crystal ball

All the secrets that you kept

Cross your fingers, never tell

Spilled wine there’s no use to bottle up

Don’t waste away silo

What you hold up in the shadows

Would I stay the same if I’d have known?

You keep on crawling back into my affections

Don’t waste away silo

What you hold up in the shadows

Would I stay the same all along?

You keep on crawling back into my affections

Lay it down, love

You play it close but I

Know what you hold

Call it babe just what you like

Ain’t got nothing left to hide

Stranded by wayside for long enough

Babe your love is heaven sent

But you ain’t so innocent

Come hell or high water

Don’t waste away silo

What you hold up in the shadows

Would I stay the same if I’d have known?

You keep on crawling back into my affections

Don’t waste away silo

What you hold up in the shadows

Would I stay the same all along?

You keep on crawling back into my affections

Ashen love

Give me a rhyme or reason

Wondering how long

Wondering if you’re gonna stay

When the sting is done

All caught in feeling numb

Wondering how far is a long way off

I said late

Give me rhyme or reason

Ain’t a lost cause

If it’s unconditional

Don’t want to hurt me but

You still did in the cover up

Wondering how far is a long way

Cold gin run over

I’ve seen it all

When I’ve seen it once

Cold gin run over

I’ve seen it all

I seen enough

Taking cover like a storm chaser

When you come and go

I’m caught up in your exaltation

Can’t leave it alone

Sweet talking is the mind eraser

Can’t have it

Can’t have it all

Hey baby save the notion

I would rather waste my time

Trying to stay in motion

Back at it like a bad habit

Don’t look away

Look away from the sun

Look away

Back at it like a bad habit

Appealing to your better nature

Easier said than done

You say I’m the bad influence but

I would say that you are

That don’t stop you from turning tables

Can’t have it

Can’t have it all

Hey baby save the notion

I would rather waste my time

Trying to stay in motion

Back at it like a bad habit

Don’t look away

Look away from the sun

Look away

Back at it like a bad habit

Can’t help it when the reputation

Beats you to the door

You’re thinking of starting over

Before you even start

It just ain’t the same with any other

Can’t have it

Can’t have it all

Hey baby save the notion

I would rather waste my time

Trying to stay in motion

Back at it like a bad habit

Don’t look away

Look away from the sun

Look away

Back at it like a bad habit

So you walk that walk

I’m beginning to wonder

If it’s all that talk

That is bringing on thunder

Take a ride down a tangled track

Ain’t no sign of making slack

Butterfly turned the tide into a storm

Give off those lies and they’re coming back

All the ties broke from the mast

Those mirages

Darlin I need yours

Like a heart attack

When the bottom gives out

I’ll be dead in the water

But it ain’t that shark

That is pulling us under

Take a ride on a tangled track

Ain’t no sign of making slack

Butterfly turned the tide into a storm

Give off those lies and they’re coming back

All the ties broke from the mast

Those mirages

Darlin I need yours

Like a heart attack

I been shaking

Baby I can’t shake it off

No use faking

Baby I can’t fake at all

I been long gone

Won’t be long till you break my spell

I been long gone

Ain’t pretty

I been long

I see later when I take a shot

I been long

I see later when I take the fall

I been long gone

Won’t be long till you break my spell

I been long gone

Ain’t pretty

Going down the rabbit hole

How far down do you want to go

Until we find a rabbit I suppose

Had a dream but forgot it all

You won’t believe if I could recall

I’m on a ride to a place I’ve never known

Let it roll

I break free in the dead of night

Cuz I wait so long just to feel alive

When the water rose, I couldn’t go back home

I believe there’s truth in lies

When they say this love won’t kill me twice

Where the water flows, I’ll never know for sure

Floating out a man overboard

In the soul flood

Take your time what you waiting for

Only see what I wish I saw

Quarter mile mirages down the coast

Every scene has a fatal flaw

Underneath that neat facade

Why can’t it be the way we’ve always known

Everglow

I break free in the dead of night

Cuz I wait so long just to feel alive

When the water rose, I couldn’t go back home

I believe there’s truth in lies

When they say this love won’t kill me twice

Where the water flows, I’ll never know for sure

Floating out a man overboard

In the soul flood

Ever after no next chapter

So you wrote me off

But where a sun is setting somewhere else it dawns

I break free in the dead of night

Cuz I wait so long just to feel alive

When the water rose, I couldn’t go back home

I believe there’s truth in lies

When they say this love won’t kill me twice

Where the water flows, I’ll never know for sure

Floating out a man overboard

In the soul flood

Tighten up the reigns

I found I’m rarely in my head

I will all but dream

I found I’m barely in my bed

Love is all the envy around the bend

Take me to the light

I found a reason to ignite

Shackled to the flame

I saw her radiate again

Love is all the envy around the bend

I send all the pain

I found I’m ready to amend

I send all the rain

I found a railing to no end

Love is all the envy around the bend

Strangers to the right

Take it or leave it if you might

Seconds to the day

I saw her standing there again

Love is all the envy around the bend

I send all the pain

I found I’m ready to amend

I send all the rain

I found a railing to no end

Love is all the envy around the bend

At your beck and call

All night and day

No getting over

How you made me think

It’s self delusion

In a roundabout way

Can’t find the water

Whatever you say goes

and she knows she’s holding sway

She knows yes she knows

She’s holding sway

Shadows on the wall

Inside the cave

And no exposure

Behind the mirrors and haze

This tunnel vision

In a wild wild way

Is taking over

Whatever you say goes

and she knows she’s holding sway

She knows yes she knows

She’s holding sway

She knows yes she knows

She’s holding sway

The further I crawl

The more I sink

Little further

In and out of reach

Can’t find the water

Whatever you say goes

and she knows she’s holding sway

She knows yes she knows

She’s holding sway

She knows yes she knows

She’s holding sway

Caught in a lie that you never made

Living your life in a hurricane

I been tried

Ain’t it like

You’d rather fight than cut and run

Why do the winos have all the fun

Every night

Ain’t it like

Can’t hold my eyes open all the time

Can’t hold my eyes open so wide

Yea gotta feel so often

Like you want it all

But it’s all for nothing

Yea gotta feel so often

Like it’s all been done

But I’ve been waiting for you

You seal your fate feeding flame

Then wonder why there’s still a blaze

Every time

Ain’t it like

Long is the night that you wanted love

Can’t help your mind is all made up

Every time

Ain’t it like

Can’t hold my eyes open all the time

Can’t hold my eyes open so wide

Yea gotta feel so often

Like you want it all

But it’s all for nothing

Yea gotta feel so often

Like it’s all been done

But I’ve been waiting for you

Came knocking but the rumors say

I survive in a damnation state

I live out away way I could

Fall for lies as adoration would

It’s only seconds away away

It’s only seconds away

Came knocking but I heard them say

I didn’t know you if you did not know me

Can’t abide just to say I should

True sides come to rise when underfoot

It’s only seconds away away

It’s only seconds away

She’s in she’s out

She’s all abound

Awaken to another round

I waste away gaining on love

I multiply

She strays awry

Awaken to another night

I waste away gaining on love

When I turn a blind eye to it all along

Came back in the ricochet

If you don’t do for you don’t do it for me

It ain’t like you weigh the good

You pine for as long as it’s returned

It’s only seconds away away

It’s only seconds away

She’s in she’s out

She’s all abound

Awaken to another round

I waste away gaining on love

I multiply

She strays awry

Awaken to another night

I waste away gaining on love

When I turn a blind eye to it all along

Bordering the sane I know

Idolize some strange hope

In between the maze a black wind blows

Outta see the way in time

Just cuz you say don’t make it right

But I feel the strain of days go by

Waiting all my life

I’ve been chasing this state of mind

While the whale bides the tide, I fall in

Waiting all my life

I’ve been chasing this tail of mine

While the whale bides the tide, I fall in

Go right ahead

I believe there ain’t no love

Like the kind that you made up

It’s more than ever we could fathom

But dancing on a razor edge

I would fly at half the chance

Just to feel it all over again

Waiting all my life

I’ve been chasing this state of mind

While the whale bides the tide, I fall in

Waiting all my life

I’ve been chasing this tail of mine

While the whale bides the tide, I fall in

Go right ahead

Falling falling

Are your dreams or nightmares

Why you’re running running

To fall?

Oh maybe how you kill so kind

Keeps my walking that goddamn high wire

Oh nothing made me feel so fine

Whether I get my call you better get that dial

Close your eyes in a cloud of smoke

Any other time you’d let it go

Sweet talking

Sleeping walking

It’s only in my head

Little longer farther into darkness

I break free from all that shit you’re talking

See me coming up all alone

Quarter mile and we’re turning black and blue

Now that we came to

On baby to the promised land

Gonna spend all night if I can

Oh but I ain’t no miracle man

Whether I get my call there ain’t no turning back

Close your eyes in a cloud of smoke

Any other time you’d let it go

Sweet talking

Sleeping walking

It’s only in my head

Little longer farther into darkness

I break free from all that shit you’re talking

See me coming up all alone

Quarter mile and we’re turning black and blue

Now that we came to

Ain’t decided if I’m hot or cold

In your mind ain’t it a sign when

Time will mend everything but fakes just how it was?

Holding by a golden string

Codified in ancient ties but

I believe anything you say just say it all

Sinking in giving in

We write the sweetest sins

What I could not let go to waste

Go to waste

Well I’m sinking in

I can’t define in your eye only love

There’s a side of every kind but

I will break all the same

Ain’t it how we are?

I saw for miles through a glowing haze

Chasing my dragons all night

But empathy

Can’t relate to the ways I was

Sinking in giving in

We write the sweetest sins

What I could not let go to waste

Go to waste

Well I’m sinking in

By design can’t deride what’s only love

Your desire toed the line for long enough

Sinking in giving in

We write the sweetest sins

What I could not let go to waste

Go to waste

Well I’m sinking in

Burning down the backroads of your modern guilt

Sifting through lost messages you left unfilled

You toe the line between you might and never will

You’re just a heartbreaker still

I love you more and more

I love you more

I love you more and more

The more, the more you don’t

I take the bait as you lead on the led

“It ain’t you it’s me” you said in the same breath

I’m not one for wasting time better spent

Until you come around again

I love you more and more

I love you more

I love you more and more

The more, the more you don’t

You came by late one night through the windowsill

Saying this is goodbye dressed to kill

I love you more and more

I love you more

I love you more and more

The more, the more you don’t

Take all the signs that I misread

Don’t make me say it all again

Twist and turning a marionette

Let it fall like dominos

You read aloud your horoscope

Kicking round your illusion in my head

How the fuck should I know

Well how should I know

Staking out your golden throne

Maybe beneath just painted stone

That won’t stop you from taking a gamble though

Take all the lines I played the part

Maybe we’ll find that’s all we are

I ain’t mind reading so spill it

How the fuck should I know

Well how should I know

Said the devil’s due is coming quick

At least that’s what you were sold

But I heard you were only dreaming

And I’m undead

How the fuck should I know

Well how should I know

Can’t buy half a notion

Look alive for just a moment

A moment in time darling here’s to hoping

You made the case

That I’m inane

Insensate

If that’s your line

Why’d you bite?

Show your vice?

I played the fool I know it’s all

Such a shame that we were wrong

I played the fool I know it’s all

Just a shade past feeling old

But I played along

I played along

That’s all to say

It ain’t motley

In my head

When I’m dead to rights

I’ll make nice

But for tonight

I played the fool I know it’s all

Such a shame that we were wrong

I played the fool I know it’s all

Just a shade past feeling old

But I played along

I played along

I’m on your leash

I play for fun

I pull the lead

What are you waiting for?

I’m on your leash

I play for fun

A mind to read

What are you waiting for?

I played along

Chipping away, drown the noise

Trial by flame, the whipping boy

Commiserate sink or swim

Fall from grace, the state you’re in

How devoid

Con a ploy

Bend and toy

Evil joy

Now they say they knew you well

Where were they when you fell?

How mistaken, the decoy

Drag you to the breaking point

How devoid

Con a ploy

Bend and toy

Evil joy

There’s only room for hope now

Or at least no room for doubt

Better you don’t bother then you won’t

Tether the rope I bet that you know

Better you don’t bother then you won’t suffer

Where she’d arrive again

Abandon all of our best laid plans

Where she’d arrive instead

Abandon all is shred to ribbons

What seems like ignorance

You plead ain’t ill intent

Better you don’t bother then you won’t

Tether the rope I bet that you know

Better you don’t bother then you won’t suffer

Where she’d arrive again

Abandon all of our best laid plans

Where she’d arrive instead

Abandon all is shred to ribbons

Bracing for a new out

Chasing your mind around

Better you don’t bother then you won’t

Tether the rope I bet that you know

Better you don’t bother then you won’t suffer

Where she’d arrive again

Abandon all of our best laid plans

Where she’d arrive instead

Abandon all is shred to ribbons

There’s a fire waning out

For ages

Golden flames

In a minefield of doubt

Chasing fervency

There for the taking

Another state

In time ain’t been found

If you’re gonna stay

Well I’ll stay with you now

Between the spaces

If you’re gonna break

Well I’ll break it down

As the world races

All night we wait to spill

Maybe it’s just our thing

Confiding to feel

Lately more than dreams

There for the taking

Another state

In time ain’t been found

If you’re gonna stay

Well I’ll stay with you now

Between the spaces

If you’re gonna break

Well I’ll break it down

As the world races

Throw away your pride already

I’m reminded of how

The pieces

Won’t fit the same

As the signs will surround

Maybe

It ain’t all grey

There for the taking

Another state

In time ain’t been found

If you’re gonna stay

Well I’ll stay with you now

Between the spaces

If you’re gonna break

Well I’ll break it down

As the world races

Heading down the road for a breakdown

Haven’t seen you in a while

Makes me wonder if you’re around

Looking through the rose tint I found

Candy coated everything

But it’s hard to stay when you get nowhere

Harvesting a hope I cannot bare

Or maybe now it’s all in my head

Stranded like a castle in the air

Hard to tell

Come and tell me wouldn’t it be nice

Offering a soul for rent

And we’ll get out of here for a while

Bottling a symphony of sighs

I wouldn’t call it ignorance

But it ain’t my place to prophesize

Harvesting a hope I cannot bare

Or maybe now it’s all in my head

Stranded like a castle in the air

Hard to tell

Head is down a hole I can’t get back

Baby don’t you confiscate my mind

Head is down a hole I can’t get back

I'll be back

I'll be back

Heading down the road for a breakdown

Everybody owes a debt

But you can’t atone if you got no will

Setting me up for knocking down

Maybe that’s what you get

But it’s all the same in the clouds

Harvesting a hope I cannot bare

Or maybe now it’s all in my head

Stranded like a castle in the air

Hard to tell

When you come on way too strong

Intoxicating the same time

Days you love and days you don’t

Ruminating on red wine

I’ve been wondering more

Find a new way to cope

If that ain’t enough

The shadow grows

At my side

New addiction

At my side

Find a way to call to me

At my side

New addiction

Find a way to call to me

Ain’t one to compare

What you heard through the grapevine

Well as far as I could tell

We’re falling over the same vice

I've been wondering more

Can’t go it alone

If that ain’t all

The shadow roams

At my side

New addiction

At my side

Find a way to call to me

At my side

New addiction

Find a way to call to me

Finally occurred to me

Way down in I find

Got nowhere to run

Nowhere to go

Way down in I’m tied

Got nowhere to run

Nowhere to go

At my side

New addiction

At my side

Find a way to call to me

At my side

New addiction

Find a way to call to me

Finally occurred to me

Ain’t that the only way

It’s the kind of place meant for forgetting

Well out of the way

Sitting round still bullshitting

But could never save face

Ain’t a lot left to give and

Less to take away

Look around now ain’t all that you can see

Yea right

They might say it nice

Hell of a scene, my sort of paradise

Ain’t quite the same in daylight

Ain’t like you wish it might

Since you’re outta your head

Just gonna hit reset

Yea right

Ain’t no place like

The one you left behind

Out of my mind

There ain’t a lot to forgiving

But still pissing on the grave

Heard about your shotgun wedding

Next one I’ll save the date

Don’t make me sorry I told you

I don’t need it coming back to me

Look around now there’s more than you can see

Yea right

They might say it nice

Hell of a scene, my sort of paradise

Ain’t quite the same in daylight

Ain’t like you wish it might

Since you’re outta your head

Just gonna hit reset

Yea right

Ain’t no place like

The one you leave behind

Out of my mind

If you say it’s so

I’ll pay twofold

Just know

It’s on you

It’s too late to close

The door

Don’t let it hit you now when you go

Yea right

They might say it nice

Hell of a scene, my sort of paradise

Ain’t quite the same in daylight

Ain’t like you wish it might

Since you’re outta your head

Just gonna hit reset

Yea right

Ain’t no place like

The one you left behind

It came to pass

A little farther out

Never stood a chance

On the higher ground

He took her hand

Just to take her down

She took revenge

As only she knew how

All in all

It’s harder to reason

With a heart full of grievance

Lost to the sand

All in all

A love to leave off

For the flowers to feed on

Garden of red

Never thought it end

Well for him now

Shot him dead

And she dragged him out

Buried him deep

Out amongst the crowd

Under the beds

Where flowers the sprout

All in all

It’s harder to reason

With a heart full of grievance

Lost to the sand

All in all

A love to leave off

For the flowers to feed on

Garden of red

They came in from miles

What she’s sowing sowing sowing now

They came in to admire

What she’s growing growing growing now

All in all

It’s harder to reason

With a heart full of grievance

Lost to the sand

All in all

A love to leave off

For the flowers to feed on

Garden of red

All in all

It’s harder to reason

With a heart full of grievance

Lost to the sand

All in all

A love to leave off

For the flowers to feed on

Garden of red

So on into the fold

Notion to overload

I need a place where the loneliness will wane

Ain’t that the case

While we’re holding out for rain

I waited on

I waited on

I waited on

I waited on

Broken as scheduled

Fall off but say you’ll go

I need a place where the loneliness will wane

Ain’t that the case

While we’re holding out for rain

I waited on

I waited on

I waited on

I waited on

Wonder I’ve ignored long enough

For so long

Why?

So on into the fold

Notion to overload

I need a place where the loneliness will wane

Ain’t that the case

While we’re holding out for rain

I waited on

I waited on

I waited on

I waited on

I never meant to fall

Over backwards till

The flowers wilt

You never know what you want

But you want it still

Down the pill

Well is there something more to give you say

Well is there something more that time won’t take

Maybe how you talk to save us or break us

Maybe how you talk to make us or take us away

I never meant to break

From the line

A turn of mind

As coveted a charade

As it is you find

More to desire again

Well is there something more to give you say

Well is there something more that time won’t take

Maybe how you talk to save us or break us

Maybe how you talk to make us or take us away

I never meant to crawl

But the shattered shill

Can’t sit still

Just cuz it means something to you

Doesn’t mean it will to me

I fear disdain

Well is there something more to give you say

Well is there something more that time won’t take

Maybe how you talk to save us or break us

Maybe how you talk to make us or take us away

No chancing the moment when you want it

Can’t scratch at the surface anymore

Won’t fail to notice here’s hoping

Look past all you wish you did

Look back dancing on the edge

Anywhere you want to go

It’s your lovin to lose

Going through the motions don’t know it

How bad we got it till its gone

Lambasted you know at least you’re honest

Look past all you wish you did

Look back dancing on the edge

Anywhere you want to go

It’s your lovin to lose

I need your lovin and I need your love

I wanted something unknown

I need your lovin and I need your love

And so and so on

No chancing the moment when you want it

Can’t scratch at the surface anymore

Won’t fail to notice here’s hoping

Look past all you wish you did

Look back dancing on the edge

Anywhere you want to go

It’s your lovin to lose

You wash the stain

From your hands

At the sound of waves

Takes you back

Any other day

You would not care

But it’s hard to shake

The cold night air

Darling don’t cutaway

I don’t wanna fight

Unprepared

I’ll take the nice

With the bad

There’s more to my

Heart than this

Eternal eyes

Can’t see past

Darling don’t cutaway

All they’ll say

It’s bound to rain

It’s not in vain

Darling don’t cutaway

Our exchange

Goes best

The less I say

But you know that

A hideaway won’t give rest

As I try to lay

Down my head

Darling don’t cutaway

All they’ll say

It’s bound to rain

It’s not in vain

Darling don’t cutaway